Yesterday evening Kitty and I took a walk down a public footpath through the Exbury Estate and I am so glad that we did. I felt much better for posting about how I feel about blogging at the moment recently, it's always good to get thing off your chest and thank you for your lovely comments and messages, they have made the world of difference. I still have much thinking to do but I feel much clearer headed already. This walk with Kitty was important, life changing is a little over-dramatic but mood changing is a fair description. I hadn't been out for a walk in the forest for weeks and now I realize that that's a key part of my emotional well-being, being outdoors, connecting with nature around me.
I get so sidetracked with my blog at times. With a lot of travel content recently I thought 'I should focus on travel and make this blog about that'. Which I did, and I enjoyed it. For a bit. That's the thing, it's easy to feel like you should have a focus. Having a focus makes you more desirable to work with, it's easier to market yourself to people. But it's not for all. I can't focus on one thing, it's not in my nature. I like to be able to do as I please, I'm a flighty person. So I just need to embrace my nature, forget a focus, let creative diversity steer me and just be me. Being true to myself is more important than worrying about what people will think. I need to get back to being myself, to pouring some genuine emotion and thoughts into my blog and not just factual content.
On our walk, Kitty was telling me about what she's been learning at school. 'Parasites are in the water in Africa mummy, and it makes people ill. I want to help'. BAM, I felt grounded. Kitty is the earth to my live wire, she reminds me in her innocence and pure little mind of what is important. As we walked and talked I noticed the different grasses, the evening light, the different wildflowers and I felt as if my eyes opening from a long sleep. Time to get back to being me.
I was looking at Eleanor's blog Creative Countryside, after following her on Instagram. I was thrilled when she submitted a lovely piece on Early Summer over on Folklings (which remains my place of blissful zen) and started reading her blog. I'm starting her 7 Steps to Slow Things Down free 7 day email course, I love it's tagline 'ditch the chaos and embrace positive change'.
I think this might be beneficial for many of us, I'm starting today if anyone wants to join me. And thanks again for all the positive support this week, it's very much appreciated x